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一首特别想送给 @苇恩 太太笔下黄志雄的歌。

在28留言,说该由明楼教会他原谅自己。发出去之后总觉得不妥,意思大约是这样的意思,却不是我想说。

直到这首歌。



So why did I do it?
I could offer a million answers, all false.
The truth is that I'm a bad person,
but that's going to change,
I'm going to change.
This is the last of this sort of thing.
I'm cleaning up and I'm moving on,
going straight and choosing life.
I'm looking forward to it already.
I'm going to be just like you:
the job, the family,
the fucking big television,

the washing machine, the car,
the compact disc and electrical tin opener,
good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance,
mortgage, starter home,
leisurewear, luggage,
three-piece suite, DIY,
game shows, junk food, children,
walks in the park, nine to five,
good at golf, washing the car,
choice of sweaters,
family Christmas,
indexed pension,
tax exemption,
clearing the gutters,
getting by,

looking ahead, to the day you die.


不算能欣赏音乐的人,总还是需要词来提点——在歌词突然出现之前大段朦胧情绪豁然清晰,“原来是这么一回事”。

电影《猜火车》的台词。光是听他迅速罗列生活每个琐碎细节就令人感动,颠沛之后所追求的,只是这些可爱或闹心的杂事。因为一个人的爱而改变,带着急切和憧憬,想要证明诚意的保证,数着想要一起走过的角角落落。

“I'm looking forward to it already.”

坦率又直白,回到他以前的纯粹,加上被揉碎后重生的坚韧。



战争残酷,生活恶心。

黄志雄并非完全无辜,但他实在太过苛责自己。

明楼该是陪着他,教会他即便犯了错也要去走去爱。


不要怕。

我有足够的爱,足够的耐心。

你的烟熏到我没关系。


——这大约才是我想说的。




本来打算悄悄表个白然后推歌的我最后都写了什么啊...

算了管他。

大声表白苇恩太太。

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